"we're all mad here. I'm mad. You're mad."

"How do you know I'm mad?" said Alice. "You must be," said the Cat, "or you wouldn't have come here.”

Jasmin. 1995.

I am an escapist by nature, living in fantasy when possible as my life has always been trapped in Social Anxiety, ADD, and many other disorders. I had a strange upbringing but at eleven I abandoned it in hope of discovering the 'real world'.

Now I'm here I'm stuck between the easy life of fantasy and the terror of losing my sanity like my mother. I'm a very undecided person in many ways. But I am in love right now with one of the best people I've ever met, and he tries so hard to help me keep going. It's nice.

Welcome to my little secret, the outlet of my mind.

173cm (5'8") - HW 72 (160) - LW 53.7 (118.4) - CW 54.4 (120) -

GW1 64 (140) - GW2 59 (130) - GW3 54 (119) - GW4 50 (110) - GW5 44kg (97lb) Beyond this I'm not sure.

**This blog is often triggering for self harm, eating disorders, depression and the like. Tread with care and I do NOT recommend others join in with my disordered behavior**


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